MUNJA WA SHONG

I Know You're Older But......

2012-01-12T20:37:00.001+08:00

Finally a new entry. sorry guys again with the so busy excuse. sorry i can't help it for being such a fucking busy person. thanks to this coming CHINESE NEW YEAR, i absolutely become more and more busier than before.

about the title updated above. I know you're older but..........

"IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU KNOW EVERYTHING"

just talking about experience that just happened really recently. i'm not gonna talk about it. but please, i know you're older than me but where is your respect towards the young one. i'm sorry for anyone who doesn't agree with me but RESPECT NEED TO BE GAIN.....

no matter how old we are and what religion we are but still as Malaysian we still have our 'adat' and 'budi pekerti'

p/s : come to Zoo Negara during CNY cause i will handling an interactive session in aqurium and reptile section

♥ruhil♥

Doesn't Bother Me At All

2012-01-04T20:43:00.002+08:00

listening to 'Cobalah Untuk Setia' by Kris Dayanti

i know, i know. maybe people who really knows me will freak out knowing that i was listen and singing to Malay song. Come to conclusion, "IT'S DOESN'T BOTHER ME AT ALL"

before we move on, sorry for not coming up with new entry. it's been a week right? i was really busy for the past few weeks due to my student training and some of my mini project. *Ehem ehem. what?? oke back to the main title, yup it's really doesn't bother me at all.

you talking shit behind my back
you keep on trying to annoy me
do i really look that ugly to you
you are continuesly stabbing my back
how i really look more confident than you

you know what. it doesn't bother me at all. i mean i was really been surround by people who really looks very weak. like to nag and like to talk highly and overly confident and still dumb about it. it's my life and i know it's kind of selfish but hey we live in 2012. get used of the trend. be strong okay^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR

♥ruhil♥

It's Not All About Sex

2011-12-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

SEX??? Ergghhh probably most of people in my places will thinks about that when talking about sex. Sorry i thought about it too. Whatever, this is my blog anyway and i can say anything whether you like it or not.

i was just browsing some websites and i come across with this stating that :

'Falling in love is not all about kiss & sex but it's about being with people you want to spend with'

I guess it is so right. You don't need to be so touchy or lovey dovey when with someone you love. You don't have to pretend to be someone else. I know i'm not some kind of pro when talking about love but hey i'm just speaking from what i saw. I mean just be you are and start thinking that he or she will become the one you spending the rest of your life with. Whatever it is just don't go overboard. We have our own culture and religion^^

p/s : when going out for a date, DON'T EVER BRING YOU FRIENDS TOGETHER

♥ruhil♥

The Only One

2011-12-16T21:26:00.004+08:00

Onii-chan^^

this gonna be a quick one since i was really out of time. hee^^ just wanna wish my one and only brother onii-chan a happy 25th birthday. yes he is way 5 years older than me. it's your birthday but you treat me with a whole rm50 dinner. thanks abang^^

p/s : i will keep my promise on buying those robot figure

♥ruhil♥

First Encounter

2011-12-13T10:45:00.007+08:00

my laptop wallpaper^^

Sorry but the picture don't have anything to do with the title. heeee^^ i guess i become to obsessive towards them. back to the main topic.

Yes first encounter. i mean it's really scary and maybe exciting. i just have my first encounter with the humboldt penguin (one of the endangered species). everybody says, "OMG, they are penguin". i admit that but they can become really scary especially when they keep on attacking you guys. "hey my friend had been bitten my them"

for the first or second day might be a little too frightening but i think i will get used to it when the times right. probably getting bitten by them will become too normal for me. anyway i can't say no that they are really CUTE!!

msg : come to National Zoo (Malaysia) especially for the aquarium. you might see me dealing with the fishes and the penguins

♥ruhil♥

Top 10

2011-12-08T19:46:00.003+08:00

The very top 10 about me :-

Otou-san, Okaa-san and Onii-chan

I might look cold at first but i am shy and sometimes VERY VERY MUCH TALKTATIVE

Don't ever question me about how i dress

Really scared of storm and thunder, eerrrrkkk 0.0

Cartoon comic (APO) over those fancy female magazine

Really really crazy about Big Bang, JYJ/DBSK and 2NE1

Sorry but I can't win with the eyes stare (especially MAN^^)

I seriously don't have my own room (talking about PRIVACY)

Very very the YUNJAENESS ^_^

I will be off to Japan in 3-4 years hehehehe *wink^^

♥ruhil♥

Thumbs Up

2011-12-03T20:47:00.001+08:00

it's really been a while isn't it? well sorry for being invisible for a while but i'm really busy with my student training. wake up early in morning and sleep early at night. it 8.30 pm now and i already started to feel sleepy. tomorrow it's SUNDAY and YES I HAVE TO GO TO WORK!!!!

dealing with different species and plus getting chased by penguins are so hard but i give my full respect to our KEEPERS^^ Thanks a lot for teaching us. This probably just a short entry but really i want to show my apprepriation to them. I think that is just for now.

some message to everyone :

'thanks for sending me msg on shoutbox but that doesn't mean that i'm gonna go to your blog'

and this one IS REALLY CRUCIAL MESSAGE^^

'watching yaoi anime doesn't mean i'm gay/lesbian. i'm so totally STRAIGHT'

♥ruhil♥

Is This The Feeling??

2011-11-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

Sorry i'm gonna write very fast and sorry if there are some typos or grammatical error.

Right now i really really really feel

'trembling, anger, sad, pressure'

there are lot more but i just couldn't describe it. i'm not gonna tell you the reason but the things it really bother me and really pressure me up. i never feel this and i'm really having difficulties in breathing just now & i don't have any asthma.

i guess the anger inside me have been discrupted after a long nearly 5 years inside. huuuuuu i'm trying to calm down right. after reciting 'dua kalimah syahadah', finally i'm back to normal. well not exactly.

'just be patience for 3 - 4 years and you off to Japan'

monolog : looks like you love her and always been her side than me even i'm always be with you as long as i remember

♥ruhil♥

Fake OR Hot

2011-11-25T20:09:00.003+08:00

DEFINITELY, he's the hottest ever^^

fake and hot. ok these two words really suits for each other. this entry might be kinda harsh gonna be a heartbreaking but i'm gonna do this anyway. posting this doesn't show me that i'm perfect. well, do correct me if i'm wrong.

'some people being a fake just be to hot'

this is what people normally do and i sometimes do this. heeeeee^^ now, people normally started a friendship just from a person's attire and not from conversation. well, this doesn't count on all people but most do. i think this is why i don't have a very true friends coz they wear i dress and my interests are so different from them.

for those who read this, take your time when evaluating someone. sometimes the person who you trust the most is your enemy. what is the point if we're having only 1 true friends and 100000 and maybe countless fake friends.

'just be who you are & believe that you are not alone'

♥ruhil♥

How To Save Money

2011-11-25T10:05:00.002+08:00

Money, money, money. i copied this from the article saying 'How To Save Money'. i tried using this method and it's really work. OK, here is the catch.

The secret to scoring a bargain is through the 'yes' setting. First get the salesperson to agree with you about 4 times.

Example: "It is very sunny today, isn't it?"

When the salesperson says yes, perform a subtle action such as scratching your nose. Repeat the action each time when the salesperson answer yes. Then ask;

"You will sell it to me as cheaper price right?"

Before he has a chance to answer, quickly scratch your nose. They will automatically subconsciously say yes^^

Hey this may work or may not work but it is worth to try^^

♥ruhil♥

Love Or Friend

2011-11-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

Just read this story below and give a thought about it? before you're getting confuse, i changed the name. "Believe me there will be someone out there that will kill me if i expose the name"

L = Love
F = Friend

And you said that 'F' is just a friend. What? Just because 'L' didn’t come to you, you go straight to 'F'? Are you that needy? You are so selfish! You just can’t be alone can you? What is wrong with you? You don’t even know your feeling. Who the fuck do you really love god dammit?! You said you want to be with 'L' but just because he didn’t come last night you went to 'F'. Can’t you give them a break? Why don’t you take the time to ask 'L' what happen and why couldn’t he come first before crawling to 'F' like a needy bitch? You don’t even know, while you’re probably fucking someone else, 'L' is trying to save someone’s life

Have you ever confused between love and friend

♥ruhil♥

Nomu Nomu Confusing

2011-11-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

sorry, there are no photo upload.

they are some people out there who read my blog and give a non and very good replied. sorry if my blog is not meeting with your expectation. i am really a very simple girl and sorry for being like that. wait!!! i don't have to be sorry. this is just who i am. i am not promoting my blog and this is just a self expression. i will have to just straight to the point.

For degree course (Biology Marine/Science Marine)

UMT or UKM

♥Ruhil♥

Lonely

2011-11-17T19:58:00.003+08:00

'Baby i'm so lonely lonely lonely'

lyric from 2NE1. yes i'm so lonely right now. did i tell you that fake smile is a solution to all problem? it still become one of my best problem solver. the fact is i'm still such a loner person. people around can keep on saying that i have such a perfect life and that's all it.

seeing most of friends have their lover being clingy toward them made me somehow envious. yes i'm a girl too and i new a man. yes i'm 20 and have a long life to go but 20 is just too old. sorry for being such selfish and hyprocrite but that how i felt right now. proud to say that i have been single for nearly 3 years. yeah fuck my life.

probably i just to be thankful that most of people around me is being nice to me, errkk i think. well, going to Japan is my top priority right now. i don't care but i still want to study and i don't care, i just need to go there. pray for me^^

♥ruhil♥

Ugly Duckling

2011-11-15T10:24:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to smile brightly but i don't like it
I'm not pretty and i'm not beautiful

I'm trying to sing but no is listening
I'm not pretty and i'm not beautiful

Why I am this ugly?
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

I'm getting angry again, why can't i be ever perfect?
I'm simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

Don't look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies

I think i'm ugly and nobody wants to love me
Just like her i wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face telling me i'm pretty

-Ugly by 2NE1-

♥ruhil♥

Result Sudah Keluar But.....

2011-11-10T10:36:00.002+08:00

taken at Kuantan^^

heeeee^^ well most people asking me why i'm writing in English and not Malay. it's the most simple question to answer. 'we used mostly everything in Malay, so why not used this little time for English'. heeeee^^ plus MUET is coming up so prepare yourself ruhil.

take a look at the title. (looking up). yup result for my final exam is out. not to be proud and cocky but i got 4a and 1b+. heeeee surprisingly i got a for my most hate subject ever NAVIGATION!!!!! it's my worst subject and yeah i got A. To bad i got B+ for my food processing. what the hell, i hate the subject^^

nothing to say but i truly miss my friend at Terengganu. we gonna meet this 19 november. heeeee^^ wait for me oke. blow kiss for you hee^^

♥ruhil♥

I'm The Best

2011-11-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

I miss u Dae♥

"I'm the Best" well why should we denied it..it just a phrases and maybe a quote which always keep me alive. just standing in front of your mirror and pretend that you really are the best. I was do a lot of thinking and i guess i should be myself and try to change for the best. yup including self esteem and appearance. (it's gonna take lot of time but what the hell^^)

did i mentioned that BIGBANG won award at MTVEMA for World Wide Act?? heeeee^^ i can selfishly saying how i proud to be VIP^^ now i'm really dancing like crazy right now..thanks to VIP for keep on voting (including me). i'm out of words right now. it never ever happen to me. well probably i should stop now.

p/s : check this two MVs out 2NE1 - I'm The Best & Tablo - Bad

♥ruhil♥

I KNOW THIS SOUNDS PATHETIC!!!!

2011-11-05T21:29:00.001+08:00

Nasa : 'Ruhil you have a sex appeal' hahahaha^^

I know just by looking at the picture, i'm really looks like pathetic.Yes, i been leaving this bloggie world and living in my own Lala Land. well, there are lot of things that happen surround me and i'm still in a process of recovering. yeah me and thanks to family and friends who keep on supporting me.

yeah pathetic isn't it?? heartbreaking when your heart had been taken and that aaaarrrrgggghhhh it's just to painful. i was emotionally abused and i had been keep on getting used over and over again. i know i was really hopeless. well, wearing a fake smile might just been the only answer for this. deep down, only me and God know everything.

'nomu appa'. yeah translation : it's hurt. korean words that buried within this dark and ugly hurt. well, thanks nasa for everything. hopefully we will become best friend forever. heeeeeeee^^ let's meet again on this 19 november ok^^

good new : going to Zoo Negara for student training...heeeeeeeeeee^^

♥Ruhil♥

Counting The Day

2011-08-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

Sorry but no photo uploaded^^

3 more days left before going back to KL to celebrate Raya. hell yeah baby^^ currently assignments are no more and more classes are getting closer to the end. but that does that mean that we're going to separate from each other. oh no!!! i'm not going to think about that.

updating lalalalala. yeah to many forces of negativity around here. oh didn't i tell u that i can feel whether he or she in a negative or positive state. i never tell anyone about this though. even with my family. it's one of the give which i appreciate. hehe^^. well i'm not going to tell u about that coz it will give a whole day bad mood. *thinking about home now lalalalala.

since there is no photo uploaded, i will try to upload tons of pictures of my coursemate. seriously i love them. i mean don't you?? they been been living with me for the past 3 years. *arrgghhh tears started to form. better stop now. i love you guys a lot. *blushing

♥ruhil♥

Too Many Too Handle

2011-08-10T13:07:00.000+08:00

I know what u all been thinking..been missing for the past 2 months and all of the sudden, i'm trying to act cute like this picture above. well before that HAPPY FASTING DAY!!! it's been like 10 days and another 19 days to count (I think). just finish from muet class and it's gave me afraid as it's really been a while for me to speak in English..well i mean literally...

for the past 2 months had been such a hectic for me either physically and emotional..yes i'm been individually, emotionally and physically had been abused. it took me like 2 months for me to recover..well i'm not so fully recover right but i'm still moving towards it. for the people out there, i forgive u and thanks for the all abusing that u had gave me.

for friends especially room mates, thanks for the support..i love u guys a lot..and thanks again for letting me stay in your room...the clock is ticking and i was counting the days..i mean it our last year together before we will head to student training...God please don't let me cry in front of them.....

♥ruhil♥

BM La Pulak

2011-07-22T11:14:00.000+08:00

wahai pembaca sekalian,

oke hari ini saya nak kecek BM la pulok..sebab ade orang suruh tukar BM...hehehe..yelah sebab nak MUET kenalah practice BI hari2..tapi takpe lah tulis BM la pulak..takde bende nak cakap apa pun cuma nak update entri je..dah berkulat dah tengok blog ini...banyak betul anai-anai kat blog ni..sebelum itu, mari tengok jadual minggu depan saya yg terlampau dan amat padat

27/7 - hantar assignment (sudah siap^^)

28/7 - test ekologi akuatik & dinner

29/7 - test kesihatan ikan

31/7 - turun laut & test navigasi kepelautan (killer subject)

1/8 - test dinamik populasi ikan (killer subject)

sangat menakutkan..tapi nak buat mcm mne, tgh last year kan..hehehehe..buat jelah^^ *muka semangat nak test ni..laptop pulak aduh, dah teruk sgt dah..lepas habis test baru hantar kedai..hehehe oke ini jelah kot nak update...nak study *CEHHHH!!!!!

-esok akan kembalik ke UMT, cita warisan, *lalalalala-

♥ruhil♥

Third Week

2011-06-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

sorry this is a very short update. yes it's my third week for my final diploma year. what words can i describe??? well apparently, busy, busy & busy. no photo update again. sorry guys and i'm very sorry again.

note taken here : busy with dinner, assignment, lab report & class..

going back to kl around july. KL waits for me!!!!!!

♥ruhil♥

Sunyi Tapi Best

2011-06-07T12:28:00.000+08:00

mood : woah, terpegunnye saya tgk dia^^

OK hari ni aku nak cakap malay la plak. sorry sebab tiada gambar sume tu. ayat pun sume dah short form sume. sorry sangat2 kalau blog ini tak menepati citarasa anda masing2. malas nak taip dengan malas nak cakap formal sgt..hehehe..

update terbaru :-

-menumpang bilik kawan sampai cuti raya

-bilik tumpangan aku antara yg tersejuk

-roomate aku sume coursemate aku

-bilik budak ikan sume rapat2

itu update buat masa ini. nak dikatakan aku online pun sebab izzah (roomate) ada broadband. kalau tiada pun tak kisah. dia just bagi je, aku pun rajinkan diri mengambil..apa2 pun chingu-ah saranghae...owh lupa la plak, dah la tak cakap jepun dgn korea..aduh sorry sangat not in the mood nak ckp antarabangsa..hehehehe..

♥ruhil♥

OK Terengganu

2011-06-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

off to terengganu

will be back on 14 July 2011

wish me luck

haaaa, picture taken at tasik kenyir for sampling

♥ruhil♥

Charming But Deadly

2011-05-31T12:22:00.000+08:00

oh well, i'm not talking about me..well about the whole charming but deadly thing. i don't know why i put this picture up & it was taken like 5 months ago. owh maybe just wants to thanks her but let me stay in her room while i'm waiting for my hostel. 'sorry honey but i'll be staying at your room for a week & thanks a lot'.

oh about the whole charming but deadly thing, ever heard of mermaid. yeah you got it right. i'm off to carribean to see sparrow last saturday & surprisingly i don't know that mermaid can be a little.........'no' but it can too vicious. i mean really vicious. i was hoping to be one but i skipped that. rating=5/5

well this is just a short update before i'm off to terengganu. last semester baby.....hehehehehe...

omo, my boyfriend had got into another accident. don't worry i'm praying for u right now. if u need anything just tell me. saranghae^^ (lots of chu~~ here)

♥ruhil♥

Sorry 2AM & Scuba.......

2011-05-22T18:48:00.000+08:00

abang, me & wani

For those who have my twitter or facebook probably know that i keep on babling about me will be going to 2AM concert. reality!!!!! heh, i'm not going coz i'm not a digi user. i mean only digi user can go to the concert. the showcase only cost rm55 & it's real damn cheap..........not to mention i have scuba license to attend but to some problem i decided not to. u know what, the license was free. I MEAN REAL FREE!!!!!!!

it's all because of the camping trip at kalumpang with family. it doesnt count as camping coz we living in a chalet. so should i said chalet trip. yeah, it's more suit. i really having a good time there for playing in the river....river, WOAH!!! cool+fast+killing machine?? what ruhil killing machine?? yup, it nearly kill me twice. the current is too fast that i nearly get washed away by the river, but i can still laugh about it. aaah, forget we having a BBQ that night.

the near crime scene for me

p/s : if Digi having a Big Bang showcase, i rather change to Digi, *merong^^ & having a diarrhea right now, uurrggghhhh o______o

♥ruhil♥

TAKEN OMO!!!!

2011-05-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

like the tittle said. yes i am taken. sorry boys.

♥Kang Dae Sung♥

thanks for always been there for me & i will always be there for you. no matter where you are i will support you. even we are 1000 miles apart but i can still watch you or hear you. if you ever miss me, you can always give me a call or text message. hehehehe^^. i miss you a lot. thanks for the give you have send me for my birthday. i love it. thanks^^

he gave me this^^

your girlfriend,

♥ruhil♥

NEW BOOK

2011-05-20T12:45:00.001+08:00

this picture above yes, it's me. wani told me that people will freak out that i have like 120 followers but no post attach. hehehe. sorry for any misunderstanding. the fact that i had deleted all my previous posts and decided to post a very new brand one. sorry please don't freak out. don't worry i speak malay and english as well so i will post in malays as well. did i tell you that i can speak korean and japan. well just a little bit. well to viewers yoroshiku & annyonghaeseyo. (damn i should probably works on my romanji)

just a short entry. any futher details you can message on chatbox on the right side. i promise to updated as frequently as i can. so if i forget, just forgive me since i will be in my final year. YEAHHHHH!!!!! ~~drop a comment if you want~~. sorry for not allowing any comment. just not really need it. but if you want too, there is chatbox provided. hehehe^^. farewell, sayonara & annyong. oppsss, forgot our own languange, selamat tinggal. (this is kind of embarassing, i'm very weak in formal malay)

♥ruhil♥