
![]() |
Lonely
Nov 17, 2011 | 7:58 PM | 0 star
'Baby i'm so lonely lonely lonely' lyric from 2NE1. yes i'm so lonely right now. did i tell you that fake smile is a solution to all problem? it still become one of my best problem solver. the fact is i'm still such a loner person. people around can keep on saying that i have such a perfect life and that's all it. seeing most of friends have their lover being clingy toward them made me somehow envious. yes i'm a girl too and i new a man. yes i'm 20 and have a long life to go but 20 is just too old. sorry for being such selfish and hyprocrite but that how i felt right now. proud to say that i have been single for nearly 3 years. yeah fuck my life. probably i just to be thankful that most of people around me is being nice to me, errkk i think. well, going to Japan is my top priority right now. i don't care but i still want to study and i don't care, i just need to go there. pray for me^^ ♥ruhil♥ |