Sorry i'm gonna write very fast and sorry if there are some typos or grammatical error.

Right now i really really really feel

'trembling, anger, sad, pressure'

there are lot more but i just couldn't describe it. i'm not gonna tell you the reason but the things it really bother me and really pressure me up. i never feel this and i'm really having difficulties in breathing just now & i don't have any asthma.

i guess the anger inside me have been discrupted after a long nearly 5 years inside. huuuuuu i'm trying to calm down right. after reciting 'dua kalimah syahadah', finally i'm back to normal. well not exactly.

'just be patience for 3 - 4 years and you off to Japan'

♥ruhil♥