Nov 5, 2011

I KNOW THIS SOUNDS PATHETIC!!!!

Nasa : 'Ruhil you have a sex appeal' hahahaha^^

I know just by looking at the picture, i'm really looks like pathetic.Yes, i been leaving this bloggie world and living in my own Lala Land. well, there are lot of things that happen surround me and i'm still in a process of recovering. yeah me and thanks to family and friends who keep on supporting me.

yeah pathetic isn't it?? heartbreaking when your heart had been taken and that aaaarrrrgggghhhh it's just to painful. i was emotionally abused and i had been keep on getting used over and over again. i know i was really hopeless. well, wearing a fake smile might just been the only answer for this. deep down, only me and God know everything.

'nomu appa'. yeah translation : it's hurt. korean words that buried within this dark and ugly hurt. well, thanks nasa for everything. hopefully we will become best friend forever. heeeeeeee^^ let's meet again on this 19 november ok^^

good new : going to Zoo Negara for student training...heeeeeeeeeee^^


Ruhil